Sunday, December 18, 2005

2 weeks to go to 2006....

And I am getting in that reflective mood. It isn't my last post of 2005, but I also figure that as long as I'm in the mood.......

2005 was a very good year for me -- but it didn't seem as if it would start out that way. A mere 50 weeks ago, I was sad, tired, burned-out, completely unsure of myself or my direction in life. When I decided to make a change, I discovered some wonderful things: I discovered that I was far more capable than I gave myself credit for. I found that I had a wealth of self-confidence -- it had been buried so long that I imagined it to be totally gone. I realized that I had a lot to offer the world. I found that I had the most amazing friends in the world, both 3-D and cyber-friends, who picked me up every time I needed a boost, and who still never let me forget how special I am, and how loved I am. I get a bit verklempt thinking of it.

If you have played any part in my transformation this year, then please accept my heartfelt thanks, my undying gratitude, and all my love. Your faith in me and your support of me has been a lifeline as I have blossomed. You will never know how much you have meant (and continue to mean) to me. Blessings on your kind and generous hearts and spirits!

2 comments:

bolivar said...

Nettiemac, I just thought that you needed to know how much you are loved by this Texan living in Arkansas. You have made a world of difference in my life this year. I don't think it takes a rocket scientist to prove what a crummy year 2005 has been for me. Your blog, your postings, & your comments mean so much to me. You and Talmadge & Seraphim have made such a huge impact on my life - I can only hope that I have made as much a difference in your life as you have on mine. Merry Christmas, sweetheart, & know that I am here if you ever need me.

nettiemac said...

You got me all verklempt there, Bolivar!! :hug: Hang in there, buddy!!!